ok whatever

Saturday night all alone (macam biasa). i watch my sex and the city DVD ( i love the story). Tak sabar nak tggu film di layar perak. Mesti best. Walaupun i dah byk kali tgk DVD tu tapi x penah jemu. Sambil2 tu i chatting lah. Ramai gak PLu yang gersang malam minggu nie. i will chat @ sayangabang or Nyah or Johor ( like to check out str8 guys). Last night i chat with a 22yo guy stay@UDA, nice stat. i willing to take him home (even UDA and my place like a thousand KM) but i m horny (hehehe). before i go and meet him, i terus teranglah yang i nie chubby and lembut. terus he say " x nak lah" n "bye". Well i know, PLu nie memang camtu, if they think they are hot or good looking they like to find or partner with the same kind (mcm i ckp ada kasta). Kalau cam i nie yg gemuk n lembut jgn nak perasan nak dpt partner yng slim and hot (unless u pay him). X semua kot (please proof me wrong)

Tapi i pun x leh nak tipu diri sendiri. Adalah satu ari 2 i chatting, dpt lah sorang mamat nie, well he's fat. x lah gemuk sangat ok lah. I agree to see him at his place (kat tmn molek). On the way i pray "please let him be hemsom" i don't mind the body but the face mesti sedap dipandang. Sampai kat umah dia (live in a bachelor pad, that scream a gay touch), erm well he's fat to tell u the truth and the face not the bad (i like to see a fat guy to be metrosexual) smart and presentable. i believe if your guys are well dress and suit up can be HOT. (i always dress up when i go out, even if i go buy bfast). Berbalik pada citer mamat nie. i rasa dia confuse (gay or str8) coz the he present himself macam str8. so we make out (well he's a good kisser) and don't ask me how big he gun is (tau x pe). i like making out with these guy coz they know how to pleased u. i like it.apa2 pun that was just one night stand.

Well i pun memilih gak, jadi i x lah salahkan meraka yang memilih untuk tak nak jumpa i. everyone has their own fantasy n type of man they want to date. i don't blame them i just wanna make a statement only. That why i only date str8 man, no fuzz just great sex.