complicated

my latest fav band.


enjoy.

But I Am Not A Good Girl

Today my birthday, thank you all my friend for birthday wishes. Tadi my second family celebrate my bday with an ice creme cake.....i love it.Thank you to all in PBC Setia Tropika.

Sedih gak bila sambut bday nie not with love one. Tulah nasib org sorang2 nie, bak kata KIM K...org tua...mudah tersentuh jiwa nyer, passtu nangis......

Yup that's me, hati nie mudah tersentuh.selalu terkenang kisah2 silam. sweet memories with my parent, with hamka, tu semua buat aku sedih.

OMG semua kawan2 aku lulus exam nie....aku bagaimana? takut nyer.

awaken

California King Bed"

Chest to chest
Nose to nose
Palm to palm
We were always just that close
Wrist to wrist
Toe to toe
Lips that felt just like the inside of a rose
So, how come when I reach out my finger
It feels like more than distance between us

In this California king bed
We're ten thousand miles apart
I've been California wishing on these stars
For your heart for me
My California king

Eye to eye
Cheek to cheek
Side by side
You were sleeping next to me
Arm in arm
Dusk to dawn
With the curtains drawn
And a little last night on these sheets
So, how come when I reach out my fingers
It seems like more than distance between us

In this California king bed

We're ten thousand miles apart
I've been California wishing on these stars
For your heart for me
My California king

Just when I felt like giving up on us
You turned around and gave me one last touch
That made everything feel better
And even then my eyes got wetter
So confused wanna ask you if you love me
But I don't wanna seem so weak
Maybe I've been California dreaming

In this California king bed
We're ten thousand miles apart
I've been California wishing on these stars
For your heart for me
My California king
My California King

In this California king bed
We're ten thousand miles apart
I've been California wishing on these stars
For your heart for me
My California king 

Rhythm Nation

You said when the storm came
That you would be there with your umbrella to block the rain
And you said you'd protect me
From heartache, pain, lies, loneliness, and misery
You said you'd tear down the walls that were in my way
You promised things would be okay
And I stood there in the freezing cold
And I waited for you, but you never showed




Hai Monsters, sorry so long not update my blog. been buzy with work, friend ...!! Kehidupan i sekarang nie so full off joy, i sambung balik my CFP classes (exam this coming june 12), arghhhhh aku tak study lagi.Doakan i lulus ea.


Last 2 week i been in Perth for
holiday, well last minute plan, but we had a great time there.best giler.ermmm frens please if you got time for holiday please visit Perth, coz this city is very friendly, very clean, full of art.

Finnally, dapat gak aku beli ipad2!!!!!!!

Suka sgt.

catch the windblows

Hai , lama tak update blog nie...ermmm i been buzy with work and study.
Yesterday, big day for me ...why? coz i got my ipad that i longing for ....so yerterday 5 june 2011 i got it, walaupun terpaksa bgn kul 5 pagi and que till 10 am. Puas hati ,,,,,hahahahahah puas ati aku!

Maaf yea KIM coz i been rub this to your face but i do not care!!!!! Coz this make me have and will take my loneliest away (for short time only).....ada aku kisah!!!!!

After caming back from my vacation in perth, i been sad, lonely and scared.ermmm dont why i had this feeling.walaupun i had a great time in perth, i love perth.perth is the city i want to retire in.yup....

Putus Terpaksa

Mak  terima kasih sbb lahirkan saya
Mak terima kasih beri saya kasih sayang
Mak terima kasih sekolah kan saya
Mak terima kasih tegas dgn saya
Mak terima kasih beri saya kebebasan untuk be myself
Mak terima kasih terima diri saya yang sebenarnyer
Mak saya terlalu rindu kan Mak
Mak maafkan saya sebab tak dapat berikan mak yang terbaik
Mak maafkan saya sebab tak sempat nak bagi kesenangan 
Mak maafkan saya tak sempat jumpa mak di saat-saat terakhir mak
Mak saya terlalu rindu kan Mak


Selamat Hari Ibu Mak


Al Fatihah

half a woman, half a shadow

last weekend bff  intan @ kim K came to town (she stay dtown)

my take of tomyam soup....

kim enjoy her bbq wing

we starts with dinner @ Mutiara ....buffet dinner, ermmmm that bitch ate a lot!!! hahahah

see...what i tell u

my plate...

the chef who make my prawn....i think he flirt with me or not!!!. i hope he is,ermmm ......

a dish fit for KIM. hihihi

 lepas makan...kita org ingat nak shopping kat metrojaya, but dah terlambat...closed. 

dah kenyang lah tuh

so we decided to go karok.with anak ikan...comel. suka.


Aku baru perasaan.....pic aku x de satu pun!!!!!!!!


Thank Kim for lovely weekend, i really enjoy it.

california king bed

as your people know that transfered to new office at setia tropika, so last saturday rearrange my office (customer lounge area).


before

after

ok x ? bole lah kannnn




last tuesday i went to LHDN, so get my RM1300 tax paid before i go overseas (nanti x leh nak fly plak ...sbb x byr tax).well as expected, long "q" a lot of people lah.macam biasa mula lah mek nak naik angin,mesti kene tuggu lama ....bisik hati ku.


i got the q number and wait...my no 4180 serving only 4169, gosh !!!!.well what to do i facebooking lah. sambil2 tu i jeling2 counter 8 (mestilah HOT guy kat counter tuh) hoping that counter 8 will serve me.hahahah not!!!!


not the long my number up (betul i x tunggu lama pun, about 1/2 hour gitews), cikki yg serve mek....hampeh. but this gal is so polite,so helpful and smile (wah org gomen dah berubah, improve) i like.


within 1 hour all my transaction is done and know i can fly (RM1,300 tuh i byr ansuran tolak gaji for 9 months, hihihihi x koser mek nak byr sekali gus nok).

to intan "kim" ....this song is for you...bitch!

born this way

last friday i start to swim again (later that day i went to old office, they said that i look fat!!!! wtf) so i need to shed a few pound (well a lot pound ....).while i swim, ada lah cina kertu nie swim sama... dia tegur i, u need to wear proper swim attire, gosh me, the queen of fashion and i bloody damn know what to wear.. (for your info i m wearing dolce n gabana swimming attire) she think that i wear a shirt in pool.


while i m swim , i heard a voice asking .." sejuk tak".tersentak kita.sore jantan kan.... seram gak sbb mlm kan. rupa ada lah mamat nie, dia dok blok b and br jea pindah kat apartment nie gan kawn2 dia.Not bad at all this boy, with body to die for (hihihihi kurus jea, but i like).so we got to talk and know each other.his friend pun turun, we have a blast talking, well i had a blast surrounding with hunk man....well most of them are good looking.am i lucky that nite???  eremmmm...... rahsia (and intan keep u r mouth shut).


today i got my mail , and i angry, why???? tax


they deduct my salary every month about 300++ (PCB) and i got red letter said that i need to pay 1200++ lg....WTF!!!!!!!!! and i got one more letter to pay 1900++...apa nie YA2009 dua kali ke aku kene bayar tax, and that year my PCB paid about 5K.adusssss apa nie???? bape byk tax aku kene byr???apa aku dpt byr tax nie???? ko wat apa gan duit tax aku??aku dah lama dok JOHOR nie x de perubahan pun,so where my TAX money gone to?????


FUCK

scars

chatting with my best bud last night (intan B - B for bitch, for those whom name "intan" which is my real pompuan fren...tlg jgn nak sentap coz this "intan" is not u ....ok) talk about a relationship, sex and tiba2 DC cupcakes (that a reality show, duhh) and as always talk about janz lah....harusssss.topic wajib di setiap perbualan kakak2.

as i watch glee just now (episode ...valentine day), i realize that i never been in love.i did not know what love is,what u feel when u in love.i did love someone but he not love me back, that mean u not in  love right???!!!!


how doest it fell??? falling in love. ermmm mesti bestkan.

like this video, all the lovers.


well my love just for ALLAH, i love HIM so much and i can feel that HE love me too.

izinkan aku berlalu

today my ex boss treat us (all of us at PBC JB) makan kat gelang patah (ermmm its the end of the world peps, the food not worth the long drive) makan seafood and makan2 durian.ermmm well thank you boss.You always like to treat us to makan2.

happy moment with my frend.

enjoy the durian.yum3 sedap (this time the durian just so-so)  but durian not my cup of tea.


Last friday, drive back from office , i kene tahan gan polis sbb ...well using HP while drive, kak sal lah call kita. Shit....lagi satu saman, fikirku.welll.....cik lis (abg polis...bahasa kak pons)nie soooo hot, i like.taste mak gitews (opssss).so he ask me what i done lately... (hehehe no lah he ask what i done wrong) beside being fab.i said, emmm i just to on the phone with my mom (let her rest in peace..sorry mak, terpaksa bohong..).he ask for my ic ....sial lah mesti dia nak saman nie .. so i sweet talk to him. ala bang, tadi mak call ..dosa tau kau x angkat mak call.saya tak nak jadi anak derhaka....dosa.he just smile (damn....it not working ) abg nie jangan lah saman saya....kalau x cari tgk lah nie ( i show him my phone) , he said he did know to use iphone (well typical ...mesti masih guna 3310 lh tuh, org tua..hihihi but this old man sooooo hot(x lah tua sgt dlm 35++), make me think dirty thing i can do to him,sexy thing...gosh him with his police uniform........arghhhhhhh) 


so i wanted to show him recent call....but i said...alah bang dah ter delete,abglah wat saya nerves (ayat godaaan kasih).he smile, and said that nest time dont do it again, let me go (thank god, x kene samaa), but before i left i ask for hin no....ermmmm u think i got or not?


biarlah rahsia, but for sure i had a wet dreams that night!!!!! 

drowned world

AF is overrated!!! thank god this is final ....

today my 1st day at PBC setia tropika, to my surprise today (friday) ada yassin recital.Please i wanted to confess that i did not know to read/recital yassin.yes i am.

dulu penahlah masa i kecil2 masa sekolah agama, tp i menghafal, so bila tidak dipraktikkan ...i langsung x tau baca. i also did not know to read in jawi.sedih kan.Malu gaklah ngan boss baru i, i just sit there and be quite,masa tuh Tuhan aje yg tau how embarrass i am.

so i need to learn how to read yassin, please help me!!!!!

masa farewell i semalam, sedih gak lah walaupun that  place is hell to me. but some off them are my friend and very close to me.i will miss u guys.

 

kemaafan dendam yang terindah

PGL the best.!!!!

Hihihii tajuk kene gempak!!! this time i nak citer pasal tempat makan fav i.....harus lah fabolus kannn......hihihihi pinjam kimora line jap.

All time my fav tpt makan is Niniq Bistro. this bistro located at TaMan Pelangi and Taman setia tropika. What i love about this place is the ambiance very chic,very nice with bali-s deco.

mushroom soup

Mushroom soup is homemade with garlic bread, so delish!!!

Niniq Setia Tropika

Tgk....nice kan tpt nie.Selain dr mushroom soup, ada soup lagi. all type of sandwich and gak main course.Kalau nak cuba dtg lah.

"dalam botol"

i wish that Raja Azmi choose a better title to represent this movie, more glam,more commercial...not so controversy.

last night i saw this movie, ermm i did not know sama ada i like it or not......why?

the direction is so good.kudos to khir.using the single shot to focus  on the actor, like yasmin use to do in her early film.but need more soul, more of human felling .....scene where bidin blik kg coz his father passaway and scene dia mandikan mayat ayah dia....this scene shld be a sad scene...but i did not feel sad.maybe bcoz of the music latar yg.....well ...tak sesuai!!!

watak utama (arja lee) bidin/ruby.i wish that arja give more feel into it.he just act.....tak de jiwa.feel x de.x de watak dalaman.i do not feel sempati dgn dia,rasa sedih ....x sampai.i hope he study more on his karector.kalau watak nie dibawa oleh que haidar.....wow.ya i percaya que will give it more feel,more depth on the character.

all the vateren actor/actress give very good performance, jalil hamid as a father to disturb child, so good (bole menang award for supporting actor) walaupun he got one scene. ...scene bila si bidin balik kg as RUBY pesona,when her father told him/her..."apa nak jadi nie,nak kata pompuan bukan/lelaki bukan" "bila sembahyang jumaat jadi sunat"."sapa nak mandikan mayat aku nanti"....well that burst me to tears. Kak Normah as mother.....great. Ogy....great!.To my suprise is Diana D....i did not know that she can act!!!!!! she is good.

overall i like this film just bcoz of my personal starggle in live.it hard when you different from others.Kalau skrip nyer lebih dalam.watak utama di berikan pada Que.if the nusic skor is better."dalam botol" boleh can be best film this year.

RUBY/BIDIN..... better title right????!!! or not

konfrantasi primadona ........

sunyi.alone.....tulah yg aku rasa ..lately.most of my friend is married or getting marry. kawan2 lain bz gan agenda masing2.i fell like i m alone in this world. well this is not the 1st time i feel this way, tapi dulu masa aku rasa sunyi i drown my self in my work......skg nie keje pun x happy mcm mana???????.

aku serah diri di atas sejadah! that whati do to kills my loneliness....hanya DIA saje yg terima diri ini seadanyer.Please forgive coz i been neglecting YOU.

Last week i saw MHH with someone,i wanted to say thank to him coz sudi temankan aku.i really appreciate...

i m doing ok now.i love my life so much that i m thinking i wanted to take my personal life to the next level.ermmmm suprise ya!!! i will let u know.....if i fell like it! hahahahaha.

i might take my changes working overseas (singapore jeh) if i aces my interview (pray for me....please).but the felling of not knowing ,haunted me.i have to be strong.

last week sgt bz with all the work, jom heboh...bertandang ke Batu Pahat (anak sedara wedding,belah lelaki plaks).penat.tak cukup tido.badan sakit.kelapa sakit.....arrrghhhh.but i have so much fun,well its been so long that i felt this way.

whenever i fell down, i saw this film.....love it.

planning my next vacation.........where?

Hikayat Merong Mahawangsa (HMM)

love this song........


Back to my review of the film. 1st of all i must congratule KRU studios & Yusri ....malaysia boleh!

Well for me HMM is a mashup of 3000,LOTR,Troy,Harry Potter
lots of things in one movie,like watching "EPIC MOVIE".

What i like about this movie is the music score, very hollywood.even the special effect seem old (for hollywood standard) like watching "BEN HUR" ..the fighting scene is like in 3000 and troy.

if the story line is polish,this could be best film.for me PUTERI GUNONG LEDANG  is the best epic movie EVER.

Over all , i like HMM just bcoz it take malaysian away from all the stupid film that ever made so far.it like malaysian can produce quality film (not as quality as yasmin 's film) with all the expensive speacial effect (part mana yg mahal tue......i really do not understand)

kudos to KRU for bring malaysia filmmaking to the next level. On the note of malaysia boleh,i urge all malaysian to see this movie....but do not put high hope on the story line coz it just plain......!

Last night i saw "Good Morning Glory".......love it! go and see it!

ave maria!

a lots happen to me this pass few weeks.buzy with my niece weeding, walaupun penat but i enjoy doing all the preparation (love it very much).the next day have to work for our luncheon,which i think doing very well, apart of client got a touchlight for gift (very memalukan....OMG) that puts asiamoney polls for best private banking in malaysia to shame!!!!!.

My niece weeding runs smoothly, that to my BFF Kak Jane for his help and support. nie kali pertama majlis resepsi oleh kakak aku.....(many to come),at 1st kelam kabut gak, tp dengan pertolongan adik berradik,sedara man and jiran2.....semuanyer berjalan gan lancar.

aku terkilan x dpt menghadiri majlis akad nikah sbb masa tu aku ada keje sket.but i m really happy with her and pray she will live a happy life together........

Maybank gala luncheon

well well well.....ok lah...bole lah. but i think we can organize better than this.

all the ladies is dressing up for the event. love what they we wearing.......what if kalau ada red carpet.....ermmmmm "who are u wearing"......

well REhan u look stuntning ........

malay movie...yes or no

love this song.

where to start,i miss the good old days movies such as ALI SETAN,SUARA KEKASIH,MEKANIK,RAHSIA.....others that give u such joy,inspration and nilai2 murni about our culture. Filems like PUTERI,BINTANG MALAM,HATI BUKAN KRISTAL..... OMG these are the best movies ever grace our cinema ........how about PUTERI GUNUNG LEDANG,such an epic movie EVER produce in Malaysia.

Why todays filems maker just wanted to make money not make movie becouse they love making it.....such a waste of talent.

TV station please showcase this movie, coz lately i saw a lot of SENARIO movie that been showed and other bad2 movie. please give the honour to the above great filem ever made in Malaysia so that todays generation will not agung2 filem luar (like me)........

Last week is saw HANTU KAK LIMAH BALIK RUMAH (bukan tgk kat paggung .....as if).i have to admit that i despice malay move expecialy horror movie (please STOP making citer hantu that is S****) but this movie i have to give props to Mamat Khalid.....not bad at all.....bravo (ada scene2 yg a little to much ) akak ketawa my pants off....really, so funny and memang patut dpt 8 juta (betul?..)

OSCAR is around the corner,i hope that malay film one day will be running for best film (wishing a upon a star......hihihihihi)

Please go and see BLACK SWAN,THE FIGHTER,TRUE GRIT,RABBIT HOLE$ ( they all good movie, i seen i all )

support good and quality film

where my creative idea gone to......

ermmmmm tgh bingung nie.i m buzy with my niece weedding in march. tak dpt idea tuk wat hantaran.at office bz with work that is never finish.

Last thursday spent a night at my bff (kimora) house in senggarang (its in batu pahat if u ppl did not know).yeah i know peps...me paris spent a night at subburb is disturbing right!!!!

What i can say is that i had fun, realease tension sket. Mlm tu we go to a little place call ....ermmmm i can't remember that place name...its a koraoke pub at bb garden in downtown batu pahat.

What so great is that had a small stage for you to sing and dance (so u think u can dance) or whatever!!!!!!.Well at 1st mek x nak nyanyi...yeah peps i know i had a worst voice among all.but kimora paksa i (dia bole lah coz she had a very good voice.....i hate her)...'tak tercapai akal mu' my 1st song.(yup u guess it,frog sings better than me).

All the boys is having fun (or make fun of me) when i sing!!!! hhihihihih.best lah,i do not care just sing my heart out.My next song...i will survive.OMG i pun nak ketawa bila dgr suara sendiri....hehehehehe.!!!!!!!

But i had so much fun that night and thanks kimora for your company

BILA MINYAK NAIK HARGA

bila harga minyak naik...yg lain naik sama.Like this rojak that i like to eat at one of kedai makan kat permas near my apartment. Dulu harga dia RM3.00.....now RM3.50.but the portion is still the same.

kannnnn minyak naik 0.10 jea...dia naik kan 0.50 wah..wah..wah...

please be considerate ..... x perlu lah naik kan harga tu terlampau sangat.